My due date is coming up… In 3 days… In 3 days…. I’m still so sad right now… i miss my baby boy. Not a single St. patricks day or 4th of july will ever go by and not get a I miss him so very much.
But I have news… scary, terrifying, life altering news… I’m pregnant! and I’m so very scared… What if we lose this one? If it does happen will I sink into that same depression? Will i be able to climb out again? I don’t know. I am happy, nauseous, tired, and so very very scared. 10 weeks down looking forward to 30 more good ones!!
Talking with my elbow in my mouth 
Leave a comment