I suck

May 20, 2010 · Filed under Uncategorized · Tagged , , ,

Ok so I suck I left that last vent up and then forgot about my blog. I’m leaving it up because well that was how I felt at the time. Do I still feel it was justified… Yes… But I have made nice again.what ever. I am a bitch too it happens.Right now  I am getting over being sick. My mom is sick with pneumonia in the hospital. I have been a mess for days. Then she said no flowers so instead I am sending her this

It is a stuffed pneumonia!

I’m not sure if she will laugh or kill me… I’m gonna give my mama pneumonia!!! LOLOLOLOL

I am a horrible daughter I know ;) ok Well I am off the get the children dressed and ready to go out! smooches all!

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BITCH!

April 16, 2010 · Filed under Uncategorized

Bitch how fucking dare you talk to my husband like that! I swear to god if I ever met you IRL I would tear your fucking face off. You are one of the one who knows our marriage hasn’t been all peaches and cream. I fucking though you were my friend. You helped me to forgive him in the first place. I HATE you and I don’t just say that. I have been in tears over this. I guess that is what I get for fucking trusting people.

I am hating the internet I am so upset and I just cant forgive you, but if you don’t mother fucking respond to me Oh I will have words for you. Mother fucking perv. I HATE HATE HATE you. But you know what I still won’ fuck you over in public and I would never ever fuck with your marriage. FUCK YOU

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maybe not so dead

April 5, 2010 · Filed under Uncategorized · Tagged , , ,

Maybe I won’t give this blog up for dead yet… I seriously need a fucking place to vent… Ok I have 4 children ages 1o to 3 I am a stay at home mom. But I am not a fucking maid. Nor do I sit on my ass all day with nothing to do but the laundry dishes and cooking. Taking care of our kids takes some actual work. Dear husband… I am behind on the fucking laundry… I am always behind on the goddamn fucking laundry.. If you tell me you are running low on any item of clothing I will make it a priority to get it washed… If you tell me WHILE you are getting dressed though you are SHIT OUTTA LUCK. And by the way I don’t need the passive aggressive  “well I thought you did laundry this week” shit. Yes I did some laundry but we spent most of our WEEKEND (because he was off thursday and it is monday so not a fucking week yet) outside… And guess what … I can’t do the laundry when we are outside.. The 3 year old doesn’t want to come inside so mommy can switch the fucking laundry. Oh and guess what I actually run around and do things with our kids so when we get inside I am tired! then even when you are home and I ask your lazy ass sitting on the computer to help you give me shit about “they don’t go to bed for me” so if you can’t do that at least carry a mother fucking laundry basket down the stairs for me every once in a while… I’m fucking tired.

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the end

March 25, 2010 · Filed under Uncategorized

I think this blog is at it’s end. I started it so that I could talk about things other than my kids and being a mom. Lately I have come to realize that my kids and being a mom are my life… There is no me past my kids and hubby. It is sort of depressing. But when I think about it before I was a mom, I was a highschool student (and both of those for a while) when I was a highschooler I worked at a daycare for special needs children and they were my kids. I loved those kids with all my heart. Before that I was a lost soul.

I am a caregiver, a chef, a lover, a medic, a healer of broken hearts, the accountant, a tutor, a preschool teacher, a maid, a nutritionist, an activities coordinator, a referrer, a parole officer, a friend and so it continues. And so it will continue, for the most part this makes me happy. At the moment  I am a little sad but life will go on and things will be ok.

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Woot, woot!!!!

February 26, 2010 · Filed under Uncategorized · Tagged , , , , ,

First let me say if you’ve never visited a a little site called woot.com, you should! Right now!! I love me some woot! Woot is a deal a day website offering all sorts of goodies for super discounted prices. Now my love of woot stems from the woot off, which means once a month (or whenever they feel like it) they start off the day with one item when that ends they put up a new item, over and over sometimes for several days until everything is gone! It is like online crack!!! Highly addictive and takes all your money haha :) . They other day they started a woot off and lucky for me we have 2 little ones having birthdays soon… We got a whole bunch of stuff. Crap we didn’t know we needed until the woot gods told us we did! well Boy #1 is almost done, and girl #1 is also done. Yayyy Online shopping ROCKS! Some of the stuff we bought… not even sure what we are going to do with it… a box of rain forest animals… hmmm… 3 shark fossil digging kits…. I’m excited to get the disney mix max (scored it for $10) Nathaniel will be excited!  I almost got a roomba… and a dyson… I really wanted the dyson until I found out that it is the smaller version.. and I remembered that my dyson still works fine! hehe.. when I decided I didn’t need the dyson (aka it sold out) Then I saw the roomba and I wanted it.. I wanted it bad….. and then I remembered my dyson is still good… Yeah the dyson sitting right in front of me….It is 5 years old and still runs great… But it is an ugly yellow ….and the roomba was pretty and new and blue… and the dyson (on woot) Oh so pretty and white and cute!.. Yeah I’m a horrible impulse shopper so what!! (hence why we are getting 3 sets of rechargeable batteries and almost got some flush lights!) So all hail the woot goods! Thank you for shairing the woot off with us!!!!!!!!! (BTW if I pray to woot can I pleaseeeeee get a bag of crap next time?????)

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MTV’s Teen mom…

February 23, 2010 · Filed under Uncategorized · Tagged , , , ,

Ok I don’t usually talk about TV. I don’t watch much, I would much rather eat chocolate, pretend to be crafty, read other peoples blogs and spy on other people via facebook… I’m nosy like that! But recently I watched season 1 of 16 and pregnant and season 1 of Teen mom on MTV via hulu.. (because we no longer have cable boo!).

Maybe it is because I was there, or what ever but this series hit me hard.. Boy #1 is turning 10 and 10 years ago I was 16 and pregnant and then 17 with a baby. Thanks to my parents I made it through. I can only hope that I never treated my parents like Farrah treats her mom.. Toxic relationship.. no more to say. Amber is a whiny little brat! Maci, good girl. I was there hi single mother hood sucks balls. Love that little boy with all your heart. Love and appreciate your parents. Love will find you and wrap you and Bentley in a big bear hug one day. I promise.

Catelynn… What to say, she and Tyler are my hero’s. I didn’t have the strength or guts to do what they did. They are some amazingly strong, wonderful, and mature people. Every so often I think about what life would have been like if I had made that sacrifice.. But I can’t imagine my life being any different ever. My boy has been my world since day one and I can’t imagine it being changed.

One thing bugged me about the show. I know it was done to show real life and dissuade teens from parenthood. But every other line seemed to be, “I see how much I’m missing” “I miss being a teen”… yadda yadda yadda.. I don’t remember ever once saying that. Maybe it was because I was umm.. not un-liked but I didn’t have many friends in high school. I had plenty of acquaintances. But not many friends.. And I was ok with that. So when people started drifting away from me, That was fine, I had more important things to do.  I had a baby shower but only 2 friends showed up.. and left pretty quickly. I understood, really who wants to be friend with a 16 year olf pregnant girl.. walking stigma! seriously. But yeah back to topic. I never remember thinking or talking about what I was missing I was all about being in the moment. I was Mama and I have loved it ever since (doesn’t mean I don’t need a nap sometimes though).

But this series made me pull out papers journals and relive my own history as a teen mom… It was sad and I cried and I laughed too. Lets say It was a ride. Parts of it were bumpy parts were smooth. But we are still chugging along and it has all been worth it.

Sending love to all the mama’s young, or older, or in between. We are all on the motherhood train together..

BTW. That last line … fucking corny, no clue were it came from… but I’ll leave it any ways! LOL

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I hate

February 22, 2010 · Filed under Uncategorized · Tagged , , ,

Ok here is one thing I hate more than anything else, LAUNDRY. I hate laundry with a passion. I think the only time I ever like doing laundry is when it is cute itty bitty baby stuff… I still don’t like it! Ha! You would think with 6 people in the house I would get over it, but no. Doing laundry SUCKS! I have so much to do it isn’t funny and no matter how much I do it is never ever done BLAH! I went to my room to fold and put away clean laundry the other day. I had 6 baskets of laundry to take care of ! And yet my kids STILL had clothes to wear ….yeahhhhhh.

I also hate doing dishes, I love to cook and bake, I’m good at it! but I hate cleaning up after myself hehe. I need a maid or something so I can do all the fun stuff while they do stuff like laundry and dishes! I suck as a housewife… really my house is messy and I’m typing away on here. I mean granted I will go do the dishes and all before bed but my house … it’s cluttered with toys everywhere… I know maybe I should get rid of the kids … KIDDING…Oh maybe I don’t need a maid I need a wife!!! Cool!….. any offers????……come on?……no????…..Damn!

I guess it doesn’t help that due to SNOW our trash men didn’t come for a week… So once trash day comes around we should be better.. I hope…. Save me!…

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When did I get all grown up?

February 19, 2010 · Filed under Uncategorized · Tagged

I mean seriously it is 11:20 and I am in bed typing this on our netbook and I am exhausted… Damn.. That and the past 2 days I have been up at 6:50  in the morning.. This SUCKS.. I don’t wanna grow up!!!

But I won’t be sleeping for a bit anyways while hubby is snoring and boy #1 is talking in his sleep… yeahhhhhh

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Reading..

February 17, 2010 · Filed under Uncategorized · Tagged , , , ,

I LOVE to read.

I was an odd child and as a preteen I didn’t ask to go to the mall I wanted to go to the library. I would spend hours at the library looking for new books and rereading favorites. I love anything from non fiction biographies to fiction sci-fie , and vampire horror books. I also like gasp”sex” books. ha I say sex because I’m not really into sappy sweet romance novels,  but anything with either a vampire or were wolves and I’m all over that :) . And yes I have read the Twilight books… eh. I prefer the Sookie Stackhouse  True Blood series. Or anything by Anne Rice.

I absolutely Love our Sony  Reader. I love how easy it is to take so many books with us anywhere! I also love that you can now check out e-books from the library!!!! how cool is that. I also love that  they have a bargain book section on the Sony library and they occasionally off free books! Within the past few weeks I’ve read Full Moon Rising by Keri Arthur. That was a very good book that i plan on reading the rest of the series! Also Changelings (The Twins of Petaybee book 1) By Anne McCaffery. I really enjoyed this one as a very… “innocent” (by my terms at least LOL) story. Boy #1 is turning 10 in march and will be receiving his very own Sony reader, this will be one of the book on it for him! Right now I’m reading Wit’ch Fire by James Clemens. Wow is this a good book.. I also plan on purchasing the rest of this series! Yay! I love books. and while sometimes i just want to hold and read a real book I also love our Sony reader.

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Right now

February 16, 2010 · Filed under Uncategorized · Tagged , , ,

Right now it is 8:09 pm. My living room is completely destroyed. Right now Lost is on the tv. Right now I am typing this instead of making my daughter’s birthday cake. Her Birthday is tomorrow whoops.. I’ll get on that soon. But for right now, I don’t want to go in the kitchen… That means I would have to do the dishes. Damn Oh yeah I also need to sweep the kitchen vacuum the living room and other assorted shit…. But really I’d rather watch lost… and right now it is 8:14 pm… good bye

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